Can anyone remember this baby fic?
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seeking_spikeI'm back again hoping someone can help me find a baby fic that I read a long time ago. I've been trying to save copies of all my favorite Spuffy stories and I suddenly realized I couldn't think of the title or author of one of the very first baby fics I ever read. Maybe it'll sound familiar to someone.
In this fic, Buffy is pregnant with Spike's baby and they're in love. Then Spike is attacked (I think) and he becomes deathly ill. He's in a coma-like state and very feverish. I remember Buffy wondering if he was going to literally burn up. At some point she summons Angel to try and help because she thought Sire blood might help him more than Slayer blood. ( I know Dru is really Spike's sire but I think that was the reason she asked him to help.) Anyway somehow Spike is brought out of the coma but he doesn't remember loving Buffy or that the child Buffy is carrying is his. I think his memories are of still being in love with Dru. Angel and Buffy have to chain him to the bed. I also think I remember Buffy deciding not to tell him that he was the baby's father because she thought it was too dangerous since he only remembers hating her.
I remember loving the story because it was sad and romantic but I can't find it anywhere. I hope I'm not mixing up details. It could be that I have this story and I just haven't read it in so long I can't remember whose it is. I also can't remember what site the story was posted on. Can anyone help me?
In this fic, Buffy is pregnant with Spike's baby and they're in love. Then Spike is attacked (I think) and he becomes deathly ill. He's in a coma-like state and very feverish. I remember Buffy wondering if he was going to literally burn up. At some point she summons Angel to try and help because she thought Sire blood might help him more than Slayer blood. ( I know Dru is really Spike's sire but I think that was the reason she asked him to help.) Anyway somehow Spike is brought out of the coma but he doesn't remember loving Buffy or that the child Buffy is carrying is his. I think his memories are of still being in love with Dru. Angel and Buffy have to chain him to the bed. I also think I remember Buffy deciding not to tell him that he was the baby's father because she thought it was too dangerous since he only remembers hating her.
I remember loving the story because it was sad and romantic but I can't find it anywhere. I hope I'm not mixing up details. It could be that I have this story and I just haven't read it in so long I can't remember whose it is. I also can't remember what site the story was posted on. Can anyone help me?
