s1 and s2 fic

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I'm trying to remember a Post- Becoming Part2 fic where Spike and Buffy have sex before the big showdown somewhere outside a cemetary I believe. It does result in a kid later on down the line. Buffy leaves Sunnydale and years later (I think, I know the little girl was at least walking) Spike has somehow tracked Buffy down and she has the little girl with her. She's a painter now and her mom has actually sold her paintings in the gallery.

Also there's this other fic that I read a few years ago set during Nightmares I believe, where Spike comes across Buffy and realizes she has no Sire and takes her back to his motel room where he sucks her blood out while she sucks his until they completely have one another's blood in their systems. Of course this results in Buffy still being a vampire when the spell thing breaks. That's all I can remember.

Thanks!