seeking_spike | Cordelia cross tattoo

Hi, everyone.

I'm hoping you can help me. I'm looking for a story that I'm pretty sure has Spike as the main character, but I am unable to recall who his love is. Was it Spuffy? Spangel? Spillow? Or any of the others I tend to read(yes, I'm a Spike whore). I'm pretty sure it wasn't Spander. Because the only things I remember from the story are

Xander(souled)was turned, and wanted Cordelia.

Cordy had a necklace of crosses tattooed around her neck, because her previous lover/husband/somebody was turned and wanted to kill her/turn her/or something.

I could be wrong and it was someone else, but.... Help?

Any help is muchly appreciated.

Kimbers