Spike as a girl

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I'm looking for a fic I read about a year ago. It was a Spangel fic and I think took place in Angel Season 4 and Buffy Season 3? In it, Spike gets hit by some unknown spell and turns female. Buffy and gang are taking care of him, but feel he's too vulnerable being a female vamp with a chip, so they call Angel to help. Angel takes him back to LA, they fall in love, and eventually Spike transforms back into a male. He and Angel stay together anyway.  It was a really good fic and I can't find it anywhere!  it is NOT the Marie C series--I have that and it's wonderful, but it's not the one I'm looking for.