Vampire then human then Vamp agian.

[kimbersdm.livejournal.com]

Hi all,

I hope you can help me. There is this fic that has Spike come back to Buffy as William. They get married, and live happily for a bit, until becomes plain that Buffy really does need a little monster in her man, even though she tries to be happy with William. It's all in his POV, and not very long. He basically bemoans that yeah he got the girl, but they both miss Spike. He's not Buffy's equal anymore, he's terrified to go out at night, he hates being human, and he doesn't feel whole. He gets vamped again (might of been on purpose) and his original demon (Spike) is his again. He's whole. He goes to their house, and knocks on the door. I'm pretty sure Buffy knowingly invites him in. It might of been implied she was happy. But it ended there. And I've read so many fics lately that I can't for the life of me remember the name, where I found it, how I found it, or who wrote it. Any help would be greatly appreciated.

Kimber


FOUND: Thine Own Self by Kantayra of Yore (Kantayra)

Comments

[rebcake.livejournal.com]

Hey Kimber! I am also having trouble coming up with an author/title, but I know the one you're talking about. She thinks he's dead, and he comes back just to tell her he's been revamped and is leaving, but she asks him to stay. Right? I could've sworn it was posted at Seasonal_Spuffy, but so far I haven't had any luck tracking it down. I'll keep trying, though.

[kimbersdm.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I found the one I was looking for (there is a reason I don't clear my history, even if it takes all damn day), but that one sounds good too. If you do find it let me know? What are you looking for? Can I help? Or try to at any rate?

[rebcake.livejournal.com]

Still no luck, but you should link to the one you found! Pretty please?