Looking for a fic - Buffy, Giles, Angel(us)

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Hey there. I'm looking for a fic where Angelus abducts Buffy. He pins her hand or wrist to the wall with a knife. He kills Joyce and does something icky with her eyes to torment Buffy. He turns Hank Summers and makes Buffy stake him. I think Giles ends up finding Buffy. Once she is back, he wakes up one night to find her screaming to music. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Thanks for any help!