"The Seat Next to Her"

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Hi, everybody! I'm looking for a fiction I think is called "The Seat Next To Her", set when Buffy is on the bus and leaving the Hellmouth and thinking about Spike.

I know that's vague, but those are all the hints a friend gave me. Sooo, I guess I'm looking for "Buffy leaving Sunnydale without Spike after the Hellmouth caved in" stories.

Any help would be greatly appreciated. I'm craving stories where Buffy regrets losing Spike.