Seeking a Spangel

[krichira.livejournal.com]

I'm quite certain there's a story out there...where I believe Angel lost his soul but he's a lot saner than canon Angelus usually is. He goes to Sunnydale with his whole lot of vampire family, and it turns out he has a lot more Childe (Childes? Childer?) than known in canon. Spike doesn't seem keen to go back with him but gets taken back into the fold again anyway. Spike may or may not have been poisoned at some point, I forgets.

Unsurprisingly, I have no idea where I read that story. I usually don't read stories like this but I recently read this:
http://home.att.net/~lubakmetyk/crypt.htm#littlemouse
It's Family by Little Mouse, which is rather similar. It has made me curious for fics of Vampy families and the fic I described above is one of the few I've actually glanced at before but cannot find.

Helps?

Kinda Desperate

[kat24601.livejournal.com]

GAH!! Sorry. Had to get that out of the way. Anyway. I ran into this fic awhile back, and I hate having to the caps manually cause I'm lazy, so during the description, I'm not going to capitalize. I'm sorry if that bothers anyone. 

the story was an Angel(us)/Willow/Spike. i'll give the best description i can find and just pray someone else has read this. ok. so angel comes to town set during fourth season buffy. angel confesses his love to willow and they have sex. (i think the first time was on the hood of a car if that helps). angel convinces willow to leave with him to LA. when they reach LA willow realizes that Angel is now Angelus. they talk and angelus convinces her that both he and angel really do love her. and willow admits to herself that she always loved angelus too. they run away together, i think to italy or france or maybe vienna. i'm not sure. angel runs into spike while hunting and spike joins them to create a family. the whole time, angel has not turned willow because so far her human side is who he loves, and he doesn't want to ruin that, not yet anyway. well giles manages to get a hold of willow through e-mail i think and tells her there is a big bad in sunnydale. so the trio go back to sunnydale. buffy becomes a giant cunt, and they play a game on her to get some revenge. and that's all i remember. it was also a series. the whole thing i just described was split up into three parts. it may or may not have moonlight in the title. i'm not sure. it was amazing though, and i've been looking for this fic again for over a year. maybe two. so if anyone recognizes this story and could give me a heads up i would be way stoked. even if it's just to say the story isn't up anymore, because at least i know to stop looking. thanks guys. 

KAT