Specific Spike Giles fic

[folgers23.livejournal.com]

Hi again, Looking for stories Spike and Giles are a couple for years , Giles is mean to Spike privately and publicly by mentally and physical abuse . Then Wesley saves Spike from Giles because Spike and Wesley used to date before Giles stole him from Wesley.  Now that's a specific request and thank you for your time

(no subject)

[menolly-23.livejournal.com]

i'm looking for a S7 lies my parents told me fic. In it buffy uses the Prokaryote stone to go into spike's memories and change them. she does this a few times, it becomes harder and harder for her to come back and after chosen she walks far into the desert to use the stone one more time. when she goes back she finds spike waiting for her. thank you

looking friendship Spike/Tara

[spuffyforever.livejournal.com]

Hi, I am looking for a splendid ff that I have begun to read many, many years ago and since it was not uptodate I had often abandoned it . I have now looked for her but I don't remember me anymore the title and the site it seems closed. Then it is a ff friendship Spike/tara and the 5 and 6 seasons are reported from the point of view of the sweet Tara Tara is killed and she becomes a ghost that observes spike and the scooby gang, trying to protect them, above all her great friend Spike. I believe that in the there is also the ghost of Joice but I am not sure of it. I know that the authors of the ff were two at least I believe to remember this way. Since the site is closed I am afraid that this ff has been abandoned, a true sin because it was very beautiful, written very well and extremely original and touching. I hope at least to be able to reread the chapters that I already knew. Can you help me?